Today he said I jinx him every chinese new year. He had been jinx by me the past 3 years and he is begging me to leave him alone this year and let him do whatever he pleases.it was a very hurting statement to hear…
I feel… Damn kau hurt. First he blamed me for the passing of his good friend. Apparently because of me, he didnt get to spend much time with his buddies…he blurted out his feelings once in our arguement and I know it is from his heart. Now apparently I am the cny jinx stopping him from winning money.
What is my purpose of having this status then? If in the heart there aint love or care, just for accompanyment sake and for the sake if fullfilling our ancestors custom of growing up, get married, have kids, grow old with someone, then die. I know I am not in fairytale land and things the movies always show aint true, but why am I feeling so out of tangent from where we are supposed to be.
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